Anthem

That I have an opinion on the existence of God and an opinion on those who believe in God or any god and choose to express those views sometimes harshly. I understand these actions of mine are disastrous and hateful to those who believe I should automatically respect beliefs because someone believes in them, though while in the process, I can be told I’m going to hell, a sinner, an antichrist, and various other terms because my own convictions are not respected. I understand that I should bite my tongue and not retort or act out against those who have a belief in a higher being. It is totally wrong of me to do so and I am sorry for questioning your rationality for believing in something that no one can see. 

I would also like to apologize for having thoughts or views at all. I know that this is not the rational way to survive in this world. It is astonishing to me that I have not realized this sooner and will try my best to return to the real world where thinking, having opposing views, saying those views are instantly disrespectful and childish. Yes, it is not childish to believe in things dying and returning to life, holidays ripped away from other religious systems, or floating immaterial super beings that watch me as I do everything even though it always knows what I’m going to do before I do it. I am sorry that I am not capable of conducting myself in this world as you all believe I should. I will try harder to be subordinate to the ways of the rest of man who believe I should neuter myself so I will not judge or speak out again.